So i debated on even writing an update today, but what the hell I suppose! You just get to a point and you're like - well, I've already said everything - probably three times by now. Same story. Different day.
The struggle is real. The struggle never seems to end. I've been doing weight watchers, but not 100% and it's obviously shown. On the 17th I had been down 6 lbs since starting again in Jan.....but then gained a couple lbs last weekend. So it's been tough. I've gotten myself a month's worth of Herbalife to hopefully jump start another loss. We're going to give it a go. We've got a vacation planned in August and I really want to feel more comfortable with my body. I want to find confidence and enjoy my curves - just less of them! I would love to get a cute suit for the beach - and just cute summery clothes in general. So I have goals...it's still just that rocky road I've got to get across. The road is like walking across legos in your bare feet. OUCH.
I'm really not savvy with Instagram or Snapchat, but I do find myself starting to follow people for inspiration. People who are curvy and embracing it, transformation stories, and just those who exude confidence. I'm going to be that. If you have any blogs or stories I should follow, let me know!! I wish I were rich and could buy a whole new wardrobe of cute plus size clothes.... you know, those clothes that cost a fortune and never are on sale.... LOL I just want to get out of plus size so stuff is easier to find...cuter...and I feel more comfy. I swear one day I will do it.
I haven't been to cardio drumming in a few weeks due to being sick, but I will get back there. I'm going to pull out my Gazelle (LOL) and start using that too. I've got 5 months. I want to see what I can really do if I push myself. If anyone is looking to help keep me accountable and be a texting buddy, please do! I make no promises, but I will try to update more often here. I just rarely know what to say that I haven't said already. I feel like I just have a really boring blog where people read it and yawn... like seriously, this girl can't get her ish together. LOL
So I will quit boring you and hope you have a great day!!
Stay strong. Stay focused.
xoxo
Katie