Just got back from VEGAS and it was a lot of fun! Had a great time with my mom but now it's back to the grind. I know I probably should've waited til tomorrow to weigh, but I did it today. Basically my all time high. Higher than I started my diet bet. I'm hopeful that with water today a lot will just fall off fast, but we'll see.
Pretty disappointed in myself lately. I get into those funks and just say screw it - I'm here - might as well not care. Like when I had to buy a bigger size in the pants I bought from Target. 2 sizes bigger. Sure, women's sizes suck and yes, you can wear a 10 in one style/brand/design and a 14 in another (shocker, those aren't MY sizes....I'd probably kill for those sizes....yep, I think I would....) but it still sucked majorly.
Tomorrow I have to weigh in for my diet bet. No way in hell will I make that (would need to lose 14 lbs overnight...) If I'm lucky I'll be down to at least what I started this round at. As of today, for round 2 I need to lose 23 lbs. in a month. Gonna be hard as hell, but I need to do it. I need to do it for me. I'm tired of feeling like this. I want to see pics of myself and not be grossed out. I want to be the girl my hubby married. :) He deserves that and so do I!!
Anywhooo - just a quick update for anyone reading...
--Katie
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