I'm going a little crazy over here. Wish I had some information on what this program that I'll be starting entails. All I've been doing is googling and guessing. From what I'm seeing, it looks like Henry Ford utilizes the HMR Products -- but I don't know if I'll be doing 5 shakes a day, 3 shakes and veggies and fruits, or what --- I was hoping that I would've gotten an information packet by now, but I haven't. So I just printed off the questionairre that I had to fill out and did that so I at least have that. I also have the sign off from my Dr. I've been reading stories written by people and I'm super excited. I'm of course nervous to fail, and I see how easy it would be to do so - just becasue obviously if you go back to your old ways you're gonna put it back on.
I need to do this and I want to do this. The idea that I could possibly be 100 lbs lighter in 6 months is unfathomable. Reading people's successes who have gone from where I'm at to a size 4 and a medium shirt is unreal. I honestly cannot imagine and don't expect to ever be a size 4 - that just seems insane. lol When I was filling out the questionairre it asked how much I weighed at age 18. Um, I honestly have no idea. I know in college I did put weight on, and I remember being 150/160 for some time.....200 or so when we got married. I remember being 230ish when I got pregnant. I don't remember being in a pants size smaller than a 12 - ever - I only remember large shirts - and I really remember not having any fashion sense. LOL I want a do-over. I want to feel good and have a second chance and dressing nicely. Once I get into 18's I'll have a lot of clothes to wear. I'll be glad to pass those on to goodwill after I shrink out of them too though. It'll be nice to get rid of the tubs of clothes in my basement.
Maybe I'll be surprised with info in my mailbox tonight...not holding my breath -- but Thursday isn't toooo far away I guess. Hope I can get started right away!!
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