A little hiccup

Monday night my crankiness continued.  I wound up skipping one shake, but had a cheese stick, 2 slices of deli ham and a pickle.  It didn't satisfy me. lol  It wasn't the pizza I've been craving.  {{Oh - btw - I've moved up from just wanting a thin crust pizza to wanting a deep dish with cheese and pepperoni. LOL }}

A woman at work the other day - actually Monday - asked how my diet was going.  I said "eh, I'm cranky and hungry...just want some food" Her response was classic: "Well, can't you just eat less, or eat better??" Holy crap - never thought about that! There is the answer I've been looking for!!!!!!! hahaha  I just laughed and told her that if that worked for me, I'd be skinny already.  I was just like "Really!?" 

Yesterday I was perfect though.  5 packets. No extras. Still feel deprived, but oh well.  Just trying to stick with it.  I would love to lose more before Vegas, so I guess there's that!  Not gonna lie that I haven't been kinda down about this whole thing. There's some regret for signing up and a lot of disappointment in myself that I don't have the control to just "eat less, or better"  70 days til Vegas!  10 weeks.  A lot can be done in 10 weeks. In about another week I *should* be able to have some veggies.  Hopefully!! I'm down 12 lbs now.  I meet again with the dietician and dr on the 26th.  Hopefully I'll be close to 20 lbs down then.  

Time to turn my attitude around.  

-- Katie