I've been doing poorly. Ever since my trip to Buffalo I have been pretty much out of the WW tracking game. You would think that would've just reinforced everything since Kelly is pretty amazing and committed and whatnot....and no, she didn't pay me to say that ;) I don't know what my deal is/was. I was actually able to get into the U of M program though.
Last Friday, I met with the PA and went over the program. Monday, I'm scheduled to meet with the dietician, get all my stuff and get started. I've gone from super excited to nervous as hell. I think because I quit this type of program once before, I'm scared. But my friend is doing so well!!! I just need to keep my eye on the prize. It's expensive, but my health is most important right??? I've been crazy disappointed in myself lately. I'm back at my highest weight. Simple things are tough. It's really sad. But - I need to turn it around. I do have to say that I'm soooo glad I wasn't just on shakes this past weekend. After being in an accident and the stress of a rained out birthday party, all I wanted were carbs and a few drinks. LOL
So I believe I'll be starting shakes on Tuesday. It's going to be hard. But I've done it before and I can do it again, right?!!! 12 weeks would be Sept 1. The first month, I'd go once a week and meet with a dietician and some weeks the dr. Then it will jump to once a month. Supplements are so expensive, but I have to remind myself that I won't be buying groceries for myself. They want to keep you on strict supplements until you lose 15% --- so that will be about 45 lbs. This will be good --- especially if I can lose this prior to Vegas. It should be close. :) I don't want to need a seat belt extender. I want to feel good about myself by the pool. I want to be happy my progress!
--Katie
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