Little Victories!

Last night we decided on Chipotle for dinner. I wavered back and forth in my head (not out loud -- I wasn't going to tell Steve that I was on the fence about having it....that'd be crazy!) on whether or not this was a horrible mistake.  I kept looking at my points - telling myself I should just have chicken or not eat - I wasn't feeling the best yesterday afternoon.  But then I pulled up chipotles menu (and nutrition info!!!!) and figured out what I could have AND stay in my points.  I did it!!!  I chose a bowl, with rice (no beans), steak, fajita veggies, green salsa, lettuce, cheese and sour cream.... and it was all in my points!!! Chipotle is very friendly if you're counting cals, watching fat, points, carbs, etc.  You can build what you want, and then see the breakdown. Made my day!!

Can I just tell you that I still felt incredibly guilty having it?  LOL It stems from my mindset of restrictions are the way to go.  I have to let go of that and realize with WW, it's just all about choices!  I can have whatever - I just have to make up for it with a "sacrifice" somewhere else.  I'm excited - and nervous - to weigh in tomorrow.  I don't know why I'm so nervous. I know what my home scale says.  For some reason, I just worry that there's is going to be way different than mine, or something crazy is gonna cause the numbers to not go the way I think they will. WI anxiety I guess. 

On the radio this morning they were talking about the PSL --- pumpkin spice latte.  The one DJ was going over how bad it was for you, but how we love to indulge in things even though we know they're bad for us.  Mine is energy drinks.  I know I need to get away from them. I know they're bad for you. But they're sooooo good.  And I get the SF ones, so zero cals - zero points. lol But in the back of my mind I know they're not doing me any favors.  So I'll continue to work on it ;) 

This weekend will be a good one - game night tomorrow which I'm super excited for.  I do plan on having some drinks and good (bad) food!! lol  It's after WI so it's all good hahahah  I'll keep the rest of my day in check though!  My nephews bday party is on Sunday, but I will be good for that.  

I'm feeling really good.  

Ready to do this.  

Ready to be a new improved me!!

Who's with me?!

xoxo
Katie