Ugghhhhhhhhh

So I tried typing this yesterday on my phone and it closed out on me and didn't save anything....so I'm like, sweet...."I tried"... lol... but I gotta be honest.  Saturday was awful.  Like seriously I lost control.  It started off fine with a chocolate pudding - but then we went to the movies and I had a little popcorn, then we went out to lunch (because I was just dying for Red Robin), and then once I was alone for the night it was like freeeeeeeeeeeeeeedom.  Not smart on my part at all.  So I wound up having a little (ah, maybe more than a little) breakdown yesterday, but all in all did good eating wise.  

I gotta remember this. That's one of the biggest things I struggle with.  I don't see myself as strong....like at all.  Even with losing 20 lbs in a month.....being able to get by and stick to 600 cals a day....seriously woman, wake up --- you are strong.  My husband keeps trying to tell me --- so do other people who love me --- but I gotta start believing it.  

Starting my day with my Monster. (Yeah, sleep was pretty crappy last night!!)  Todays meals: Pizza protien chips, banana shake, nacho cheese pasta, chocolate pudding, mocha shake

Here's to a positive day!
     --- Katie